My grandma passed away. It's a good thing. It ended her suffering. Allah yer7ama.
I was putting my mental to-do list. I said tuesday wednesday thursday for receiving condolences. Then friday I go back to work. And Saturday I check on teta... Then I stopped and corrected myself. That was the first time it sunk in.
We have a sorry excuse for a family. Actually, they're a sorry excuse for human beings. To think that people can be like this, even when someone dies, is too much.
My mom was trying to explain to my smaller brother, she told him that God took her because she was sick.
Ooohhh...so he's going to make her better and send her back?
No, he's not. But she's at peace now. She's not hurting anymore.
Ohh...so why is daddy crying?
Because...he's going to miss her.

Safo shot a video of her asking us to remember her and to remember how much she loved us. He cut it short because he didn't want her talking about death. khalas maba2a 7asawwer kesh barra w b3eed 3annek. I wish he didn't.

It's deadly ironic that she passed away on September 22, The oceanic crash anniversary.

God rest her soul.

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Fall semester starts in a week.
I'm dreading it. I forgot almost everyone.
It seems so unimportant now.

I'm almost done working on the logo. Stopped for a bit now though.
Should be done before fall starts.

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In better news, I got admitted into Damen Lindelof and Carlton Cuse's most recent Alternate Reality Game, the LOST University. And trust me, the placement test was NOT easy.So I'm pretty psyched about the courses that start in December.

I'm also happy for Michael Emerson, who plays Ben on LOST, for his Emmy on most dramatic supporting actor/supporting actor in a drama series. He deserves it.

Plus, I've decided to participate in the monthly LOST video contests. Should be uploading this month's any day now.

LOST season SIX comes out in 4 months and 2 days. can't wait.

And here's the LOST summary in the eyes of Hugo Reyes, cracks me up:
Tell your mother the truth.
We lied, Ma.
What do you mean, you lied?
All of us, the oceanic six. We lied about what happened after the crash.
And what did happen?
Okay. See, we did crash. But it was on this crazy island. I mean, we waited for rescue, and there wasn’t a rescue. And there was a smoke monster. And then there were other people on the island – we called them the Others, and they started attacking us. And we found some hatches and there was a button you had to push every 108 minutes or – well, I was never really clear on that. But – the Others didn’t have anything to do with the hatches, that was the Dharma Initiative. They were all dead – the Others killed them. And now they’re trying to kill us. And then we teamed up with the Others because some worse people were coming on a freighter. Desmond’s girlfriend’s father sent them to kill us. So we stole their helicopter and we flew it to their freighter, but it blew up. And we couldn’t go back to the island, because it disappeared. So then we crashed into the ocean, and we floated there for a while, until a boat came and picked us up. And by then there were six of us. That part was true.

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Random LOST quote:
Ben: You'll understand with time that there are consequences for being chosen. Because Destiny, John, is a fickle bitch.